Saturday, August 19, 2006

The Dream

i woke up at three a.m. i
had a really good dream in the dream,
we were together again no matter how crazy that seems

we ran around ..
just blissfully alone for once i was in the right place
we skipped and ran and laughed and played
i had such a big smile on my face

when i awoke i knew it was a dream
none of it could be true for those
we just memories of happier times with you

Last Cry !!!

Tell me who was there when tears fell down
Who was there when you were lost and found
And now I see you with this other girl
And it breaks my heart as I sit here and cry
I remember your words “nothing last forever”
As I look at pictures of us standing together
Now you say between me and her you can’t chose
But I refuse to lose if I can’t have you
As I sit here teary-eyed like “what the hell?”
You say that your happy but baby
I can’t tell You say me and her are tearing you apart
Constantly pulling & tugging at your heart
Your telling me “its ok you’ll find another boy”
I’m staring back like “how could you let her in our world?”
Trying to act like life is cool without you
But you can look me in my eyes and see that ain’t true
So you want something new & can’t leave the old
But all this confusion is tearing up my soul
You said you were sick of all the games she play
I want to be with you but I’m slowly fading away
So I’m going to make it easy for you and say goodbye
Its not your fault so please don’t cry
I am sorry I couldn’t get you back in my life
We are so young and I can still see you as my husband
I can see this is hurting you so I am going to leave you alone
And if I call you don’t have to pick up the phone
When you asked for a inch I gave you a whole yard
I guess it was my fault for loving you too hard
So I guess its over and this is the end
Since we are no longer lovers I hope we can be friends
I hope your happy in whatever you do Just never forget that
I will always love you And maybe one day you’ll see what
I see Maybe God will show grace & you’ll come back to me